Stupid progesterone BCP. I've been having PMS for 24 hours now. It seems to be just getting worse. I flipped out a few times on my poor husband this morning. Now I'm at work and I can't seem to focus on work. I am having a hard time focusing on what I need to do. :(
I hate PMS. I'm starting to have doubts again about my IVF. I know it's just the PMS talking though. I take my last BCP on Sunday then the wait for AF begins. I'm really sick of this roller coaster. I really hope my next IVF works. I'd be due the very beginning of August (like the 3rd or something). It would be perfect. I'd love a summer baby.
I hate being in a bad mood.
I'm sorry for the PMS. I usually get bad PMS the day before AF, but nothing yet. So, it's still probably a day or two away--unfortunately. Today, I keep hoping AF will just show up so I can start my follistim. But, I know it won't. So funny: when I'm trying in a cycle I never want to see AF. I love just being able to imagine I am pregnant. And, now it just can't come soon enough. Can't wait to be in the cycle that might bring a baby with it.
ReplyDeleteI think it's the BCP. Typically it's a day or two before AF and I know she's not coming till Wed or Thursday.
ReplyDeleteI know what you mean about wanting to start the cycle. I'll be glad when AF comes because that will be the cycle.
I just really wish I could snap out of my mood today. UGG
If it makes you feel any better, I was asked to teach Relief Society this Sunday. Not something I am usually super comfortable with to begin with, and I'll probably be PMSing that whole day!!
ReplyDeleteGood luck with your lesson tomorrow. :) I'll be thinking of you when I'm in RS.
ReplyDeleteI can't snap out of my mood. :( I don't know what my problem is. I wish I had some happy pills I could take.