Tuesday, December 23, 2008


I haven't had much to write about lately. I've been writing in my open diary account a lot but they have all been private entries (meaning no one can read them).

Not much to talk about at the moment. I mean there is stuff I could write about but I don't have the energy to do so. Besides I'm at work and should get stuff done.

On a good note my husbands relatives that had been living with us for 6 months got a house! I forgot how quiet it is when it's just him and I. I definitely still want kids but for now I'm enjoying every minute that it's just my husband and I. For right now I'm not in to much of a hurry. Yes I'd still LOVE to get pregnant or get picked for adoption but for now I'm happy with where we are at.

On the adoption front...our profile is not yet approved. The snow storms we had caused the agency to close and they got behind but have assured me we will be approved by the first of January...which was my goal. :)

Honestly I think I was just over whelmed with Jon's relatives living with us combined with all my IVF's. I'm sure once it's been a month or two of my husband and I that I'll start getting baby fever again.

Ok well I should get back to work.


Just Meim said...

I'm so glad that you are finding peace. You have seemed different in your last few posts. You seem happier. (Even when you mention things that make you nuts... LOL)

Here's to a Happy New Year, and a little one to snuggle with!

Jennifer said...

I can't imagine how difficult it is to have family living with you for so long like that...my mom and step-dad lived with us for 3 weeks before their house was done being built...and THAT was really difficult for me.

You sound so incredible at peace right now...in a really good place...and that's great. Go out on some dates with your hubby, take some long bubble baths, buy yourself something pretty!

Just enjoy things right now...because I have always believed in my heart that you will be a mommy someday (sooner than later)...fingers crossed on getting the final approval on your adoption papers!

Roxanne said...

hi, i'm Roxanne..i found your blog when searching about MTHFR, I also have MTHFR. My husband and I have been TTC for 2 years. I have Endometriosis, Lupus, MTHFR. My husband only has 1% normal sperm. We were told we could only get pregnant with IVF, but my husband is in the Army, so we can't afford it. I've had 3 miscarriages... I know what you are going through and it's nice to have someone to talk to. My blog is private right now, due to drama.. but I would like to Invite you to be able to view it. Do you have any messengers? Or Myspace? my myspace is www.myspace.com/hangswifey message me on there your blogger email, so I can invite you to view mine..and would be really nice to talk to someone thats going through the same thing... I don't really have many people to talk to about Infertility. Thanks!

Amy said...

Roxanne. I don't use myspace any more. I just tried logging in to send you a message with my email...I tried 5 times and each time it thought I was a spammer and locked me out of my account. HENCE why I HATE my space. I do have a facebook account. I don't use that much either but I can at least log in easily.

Roxanne said...

If you want..just post your Blogger email on a comment on your page, so I can put it in my private thingy...it will send you an email asking if you wanna read my blogs.

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