Friday, October 26, 2007


Stupid progesterone BCP. I've been having PMS for 24 hours now. It seems to be just getting worse. I flipped out a few times on my poor husband this morning. Now I'm at work and I can't seem to focus on work. I am having a hard time focusing on what I need to do. :(

I hate PMS. I'm starting to have doubts again about my IVF. I know it's just the PMS talking though. I take my last BCP on Sunday then the wait for AF begins. I'm really sick of this roller coaster. I really hope my next IVF works. I'd be due the very beginning of August (like the 3rd or something). It would be perfect. I'd love a summer baby.

I hate being in a bad mood.


M said...

I'm sorry for the PMS. I usually get bad PMS the day before AF, but nothing yet. So, it's still probably a day or two away--unfortunately. Today, I keep hoping AF will just show up so I can start my follistim. But, I know it won't. So funny: when I'm trying in a cycle I never want to see AF. I love just being able to imagine I am pregnant. And, now it just can't come soon enough. Can't wait to be in the cycle that might bring a baby with it.

Amy said...

I think it's the BCP. Typically it's a day or two before AF and I know she's not coming till Wed or Thursday.

I know what you mean about wanting to start the cycle. I'll be glad when AF comes because that will be the cycle.

I just really wish I could snap out of my mood today. UGG

M said...

If it makes you feel any better, I was asked to teach Relief Society this Sunday. Not something I am usually super comfortable with to begin with, and I'll probably be PMSing that whole day!!

Amy said...

Good luck with your lesson tomorrow. :) I'll be thinking of you when I'm in RS.

I can't snap out of my mood. :( I don't know what my problem is. I wish I had some happy pills I could take.