Ok I think I might have not explained myself correctly in my last post. I wasn't saying the 2ww was hard. the 2ww is beyond easy for me. It's the anticipation of the end of the 2ww that makes me panic. the thought of another BFN. I don't know if I can handle another BFN. So the 2WW easy for me. I try not to think of myself as pregnant. I've done that far to many times and been disappointed. thanks for all the support though.