I went back and re read my entries through most of September. Why on earth did I do that? All it did was bring back all the pain of my past IVF's. Not to mention the frustration of being almost 29 with no baby. I know I'm young compared to lots of people. I want a big family thought and I wanted to be done by 35. (preferably at 32-33). I hear the comment "lots of woman in their 40's are having kids". SO? I don't want to be having my kids when I am 40.
Ok I should probably go do something and stop dwelling on this or I'll be depressed all day.